I haven't been sleeping while but all these not sleeping well is worth it. Picnic was good, Heather was acting all retarded. Haha, and we took many pictures! Ruben is so cute lah. Nothing bad happened except the fact that we couldn't play pool. F was at parkway and they said he looked like a banana today. We cleared things out about our past, and it feels good to talk to him for like 3 hours. We never did that before. So what, I still have to maintain my level of tolerance for our official. Nowadays I repeatedly tell myself that I am a good friend. I really cannot stand her attitude. Damn, PATIENCE PATIENCE NICOLE.